Wednesday, January 24, 2007

More than a bit fed up! brain lesions and a new load of chemo; Gordon's hair which had grown back so well, is now starting to fall out again. It's really hard to cope and be positive at the moment...for the first time since the diagnosis, I'm really scared about losing him. I don't want to be left without him after waiting for him for so long...and on top of that my nearly 16 year old daughter seems to have decided I'm the worst mother in history; I feel like jam that been spread too far on life's toast...running around trying to be all things to all people and succeeding at nothing.